When I see people in tumblr who excessively adores tumblr, as in way out of line.

GET A LIFE.

Im not the best person, not perfect. Might have a hundred flaws. I dont expect people to completely embrace the whole side of me, I just expect people to be honest but who would? I may have disappointed a lot of hypocrite people or saint-like I dont know. The worst people I could have disappointed might have been my folks. My family. My bestfriends of course, in theory and in constance, they would understand. But Im here. As usual, Im always at best in surprising people. I expect you to watch as I become more and more the better version of myself. Im crazily involved in participating my role in life, to become incredible. Last week, this seer-like person told me that opportunity always come knocking when I need it and I always greet success effortless. Which I believe is so right. How many times in life had I fall and people seem to come and sweep the dirt off my feet. The lessons from these trials are never forgotten, these things always mold me. I just realized now that my goals are just there, they will come. And like she said, I cant escape destiny because destiny will always be there to find me and I cant escape it. Such destiny is so far great, fame and glory would come my way soon. Im going to get fucking rich. Haha. But of course I still have to give my best. She also mentioned that a couple of heartbreaks are yet to come, repeatedly. Well we cant have everything. I dont like my death though. Possibly heart decline. My family have a history for this. And it freaked me she knew. But hey wasnt it cool to find out that I cant escape my fate in becoming awesome?
“You will succeed in a certain field you are taking. This door would bring you to rich and fame. ” - Tagalog yan eh. Pero in-english ko lang. :)

:(

Nakakamiss.

Yung mga bagay dati na alam natin imposible na mabalik. Isa ito sa mga bagay sa mundo na “nakakamiss” na lang ang kaya natin sabihin. Kung pwede lang eh nuh? Sana hindi na lang nagbabago ang tao, kaso hindi unfair naman kung ganoon. Pero kung iisipin mo, siguro at some point maski sarili mo, nakasakit na ng tao ng hindi mo namamalayan dahil sa pagbabago mo. Ika nga, change is constant . Di rin naman nararamdaman ng sarili natin kung nagbago tayo or what. Alam lang natin eh, pansinin ang ibang tao. In fact, isa ito sa mga talent ng mankind, ang pansinin ang flaws ng ibang tao.

Siguro isipin na lang natin na kaya nagbabago ang ibang tao o lumalayo sila eh para na rin sa ikabubuti. Lumalayo ang mga taong mahal natin, hindi dahil may mali sa atin, sadyang naggrogrow lang talaga ang tao at may utak animal ang ilan. Akala nila nasa Survival of the Fittest Mode tayo, na kapag nagmature ka, advanced ka na sa iba, hindi ka pwede maki-thrive sa lower creatures. Siguro naunahan ka lang ng mga taong to’ kaya ganoon. But take this, hindi ibig sabihin noon eh hindi mo na sila kaibigan, in another perspective, baka hindi mo talaga sila kaibigan in the first place. Or basta, hindi sila mahalaga. Naging part lang sila ng pagkatao mo and that’s just it. You need not to be attached to people who won’t do the same. 

With everything said, it doesn’t remove the fact na:

Nakakamiss.